THE MONTHLY JOURNAL #1: Nostalgie; Insecurities; YouTube plans; Let It Go

On The Monthly Journal, we are going to talk about feelings, my goals, plannings, just a recap of the month, I feel like sharing this with you because maybe then we can help each other out. I am in no mean an expert, and sometimes, reading the point of view of someone else can help see things different, clearer, and sharing each others expertise can lead to a major difference in our lives! I know for example that Rachel Aust has helped me so much in my confidence, just the view words she said made me realize something so big  (Read here what see said)! And anyone can do that! Also, I think that every end of the month, if people are commenting below, I'll choose one of the comments ( or more) that helped me out and could help you as well. This could also happen in any random blog post of mine if it is relevant to what I am writing. Of course, you will be named (and featured if you have a blog) and  if you want to stay anonymous add that to the comment.
Last week I was talking with some people about insecurities. Even though I am more secure about myself now, I still do feel insecure on some topics. For example, if someone from school would ask me if I have a YouTube channel I would turn red and be insecure because I don't like people from school knowing about my blog or my YouTube channel. Only a view people know about it. But, why? Why am I so insecure about it, I should be proud of myself by doing the things I love, right?  And, as long as I love what I am doing it shouldn't matter. But no, I am insecure about it, and I know it, but even if people would know, I know that I won't quit. In the end, they will find out...
So, I hope you weren't too shocked by my blog post last week, I know, it was a little harsh, I just wanted to step out of my comfort zone and tell you guys my thoughts on the people who bully. And also about my YouTube channel. I Love you guys, and that the reason I told you I am going to make YouTube video again. I have somewhat worked out my plans and some videos. My plans are to upload regularly every two weeks on a Tuesday, to make it a lifestyle channel and maybe if you want me to, vlog. I don't know about the vlogging, do you like it? would you love to see me vlog?
Actually, I realize that I need to let things go and move on. Let the mean comment go, be myself, loving what I do and doing what I love. Caring more about what I think and not other people. I have to let it go.